holdon

letting go is hard...

the simplest things always turns complicated. and then the bitter sweet things just turns bitter. and it leaves a nasty taste in ur mouth. always preparing urself for the worst. wondering if its easier now. or later. did u do me a favor? or made things harder.. was i only worth this much. or this little. little things like hugs means soo much. and kisses are fainted memory. excuses takes over. destroying everything that was built up to be torn down again. was it u? was it me? was it the situation? was it a sinking ship to begin with? but it was a ride worth taking. cuz u meant more to me than losing u in the end. u meant breaking all the rules. and making our own. like a blank canvas wanting to be painted. soo lets see....

the thunder wakes me up from my dream of bliss. hitting different nerves. only a touch of ur skin. and a taste of ur salt will sooth me. take me to the drunkeness of reality. and sink me deeper into this coma. the sun is late today. maybe it forgot to turn on its alarm clock. and decided to sleep in. and everywhere in the world. u hear a harmonizing snore. life is perfect in this dreamland. where minds are roam to do watever it pleases. and dares to do the impossible or the inevitable. inhibitions and pleasures are mixed. living in a world of dreams and dreamers. i am soo there...

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