inhopeicry
other night.....i came to the beach alone. searching for some depth. for some answer or a reason.. i use to come here alot. playing my guitar. trying to faze out the world around me. trying to pretend the hurting doesnt hurt. and the feeling doesnt feel. that im much bigger than this. that theres nothing between us. that you keep pushing me out. while im holding on. shouldnt get anger, cuz you were never mine to begin with. i always think were going to meet one day. that maybe, we can make each other happy. and forget the lives we use to live. and just think about the new. learned long time ago, never to judge people for there past, cuz thats wat makes them who they are now. eventually becoming the person ill fall for. as i was sitting there, hearing the waters crash. and the winds blow. made a wish on a star. hoped for that answer i longed for.... cuz everything in the past, makes who we will become. and i hope i became a better person through this. that fate wont play a cruel joke on me. and ill figure things out eventually. maybe...
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